At this very moment Delilah and I are contemplating if we should drop chemistry. Eeeek! This is OH TOO SCARY!!! Blah blah blah...
I can’t get enough Shiny Toy Guns!!!!
Whenever there’s an upcoming concert I go totally ballistic upon that band…and currently Shiny Toy Guns is EVERYWHERE!!! I can’t help it…they’re beautiful people that make beautiful music. (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<-----times infinity)
My friend wants me to be his model for his fashion show at my college. Eh? I don’t know if I want to…I mean I have to look pretty. I only look “pretty” when I want to and a fashion show…I mean modeling is fun, but I like modeling in front of a camera…not on stage. If I were designing something, then that’s totally different…but do I really have to? He said it’s on November 28th. That’s not enough time to think! I can’t lose enough weight by then…I mean it’s straight after Thanksgiving. Urgh! This is so frustrating. Do I sound like some narcissistic crazy dumb bitchy valley girl? Sorry…she comes out of me sometimes. Unleash the blonde chick in you! (Update! I decided not to…He’ll forgive me. There’s plenty of other girls who have “model appeal”)
So Delilah and I have way too much in common. Waaaaaaaay too much. If she turns vegan, I swear we’re one person. She’s just a bad version of me, as in she does bad stuff. I don’t drink or smoke, ahem…while she does…we have our differences. So when I eventually decide to move out of my parents’ house, we’re going to rent an apartment together. How awesome is that? I wonder how we’ve never met before?! If we had, then I bet we would have been the most inseparable best of friends ever (speaking of best friends…I haven’t habla-ed with my best friend since forever. Oh and she did apologize for being a bitch to me. Sometimes I wonder if our best friendship has fizzled out…I mean we barely contact each other and we both became close with other people…so I have no idea what the hell is going on…what is the real definition of a best friend? One more thing before I let you continue finishing the rest of my other convo…why do I always become good friends with Asians? I mean what the hey? It’s as if they all flock to me or something? I mean there’s nothing wrong with them, hello I’m half. Ok you can continue on…). Too bad I just met her in chemistry. So do you think the only reason why I enrolled in that class was to meet a whole bunch of random people that I would somehow grow attached to and affect my life forever? Much weirdness. I guess things do happen for a reason, eh?
Take note to that.
I’ve claimed that I hate painting. OK…if I practiced a lot more I’ll be better at it, but for now I hate it and that’s all we’re doing now in art. As you can see I’ve been incredibly busy painting ugly things and getting beautiful yellow paint in my hair.
I miss the charcoal! That and pencil are my favorite media to use. Here’s a sample of my charcoal work (excuse the Rage And Love business all over it, but I can’t afford people stealing my work).
Oooooooooo! I have found my love at long last! Sunchokes! Mmmmmm! They’re sooo good. It’s like a cross between a ginger and a water chestnut. It’s to DIE for!
I’ve lost about 6 pounds in one week. Very strange. Maybe the whole overactive thyroid is gone? That would be the most stellar thing that could ever happen. Then I can go back to my skinny self again. I was a size 2/3 and then ballooned into a size that’s too big for this blog. Maybe I’m over exaggerating, but that’s how I feel and see myself.
They started playing Christmas music on KOST! It is officially Christmas time!
I have become uberly obsessed with ATB’s Ecstasy. It’s AMAZING!!! It makes me want to shake my ass like no other. Don’t you love trance music?